HELL

This week, oh my days, where shall I start?

First of all, one of my colleagues was going to leave the team as she decided to move back home and this was utterly sad. She’s been great and we got on really well and I wish her the best. However, this is putting a lot of stress to the rest of us since we have new starters. There is nothing wrong with them, you know when you get used to someone and then you need to start back from zero? Yes, that feeling.

Then second point.

Here we are again.

Flat purchase. We were so excited until this week where everything went terribly wrong. Won’t discuss it as it happened on yesterday but believe me when I say IT WAS HELL.

I don’t like when people don’t take ownership of their shit. You fucked it, just say it. I’m the first one to admit I did something wrong or I could have done it differently. We are not talking about buying a pair of shoes, but several thousand pounds. Money that we saved for the past five years.

I spent the last few days literally IN A STATE. Went to work, god knows how I cycled there because I was in a haze. How I worked 9 hours, I don’t even remember any conversations I had. Came back from work, same.

The truth is nobody has guided us in the process.

The whole build up was excruciating. I don’t mind pressure, I work in a fast pace environment so I deal with it every day. But if you don’t answer my questions when my money is involved? That’s something dodgy.

Call me stupid, but If I smell something bad, I’m going to dig into it until I find what’s going on.

Today I’m on my day off, it is sunny and I’m drained.

I’m going to have a coffee, grab a book and go to the park and relax.

I JUST WANT TO LEAVE THIS WEEK BEHIND ME.

🤞🏻